COLOURS.
Assalamualaikum💜
Can I be a bit poetic today? Yes, it is been a while since I post an entry. Saja je taknak post 😁
No lah. I am a full time diploma student dear, So, make sense right if I don't post regularly.
Back to my question. Petang- petang ni nak jadi poetic skit boleh?
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| Art pieces at night market in Penang.Boleh tangkap gmbr jelah. Don't have enough money to buy 😡 |
Colours... It is just a metaphor on how I describe life is. I don't know why this recently I start to think about it frequent. I mean my diploma life already reaching the end. Seeing separating is a heartbreak. Never know 'goodbye' is one of difficult word to say.
Not that I never get through this before, it just... this time it is double the pain that I felt before. Before that mind my english. I bukannyer mat salleh yer. I'm trying to improve here by writing my post in english. Haha. Semua sejak buat assignment related to blogging. Tak pernah blogging using fully english.Jangan lah risau ni kejap2 je ni.
Any way. 2 years menetap kat negeri orang bukan sesuatu yang senang. I met many kind of people, many type of attitudes, different ways of thinking. Dalam 2 tahun tu jugak I learn about human itself much deeper. Okay ni bukan biology ke apa.
More like... understand people. "People word can change everything." Tulah lidah manusia ni lagi tajam dari mata pisau. Dari situation tu mar banyak reflect myself again and again. Ni baru 2 tahun diploma, bila degree plak, kerja lagi banyak yang you jumpa. Rather than you tengok salah die dan bash die why not prevent yourself jadi macam tu.
Tipu kalau tak buat perkara di atas. But from time to time, I learn from their mistake. Salah kita yes, boleh jadi pemangkin nak berubah tapi kadang2 salah orang lain pun boleh jugak. Kita bila duduk tempat orang, tak boleh sombong dengan besar kepala. This is what my grandmother always say to me bila nak balik Kedah. Memang betul, tempat lain, caranyer juga lain. Satu lagi Mar blajar satu benda why friends are important. Bila blajar jauh from family, kawan2 yang ada dekat dengan kita. Kebergantungan kita semua pada diorang.
Kalau rasa you can survive without them you are wrong. For me, Mar tak rasa mar boleh survive sorang kat Kedah. I need someone beside me and diorang ni lah yang ada waktu susah, waktu senang, waktu sihat, waktu sakit. We all depend to each other. So tolong lah put your ego away and understand them more. Jangan selalu rasa diri kita betul. Paling penting mintak maaf selalu. Tak kira lah dengan sesiapa pun bila2 masa pun. Tak rugi bila kita maaf.
Growing up is painful but through it we learn more. Lately ni, I start to think am I already in adult phases. Why I say this is because people who at my age are start to change. Some of them are already in relationship. Not saying that being in relationship is one point of being adult. Cuma entah lah waktu sekolah dulu they never in relationship and now they are and one day I will be in their situation. Argghh.. i'm terrified. 20 is just a number eventhough I'm not fully 20 but I'm 20 this year.
Because of 20 tu jugak kitorang start to borak macam adult. Fikir pasal kahwin, nanti bila dah ada anak macam mana, isu semasa, negara, politik semua lah. Dulu jangan harap nak kongsi pasal ni. More like "weh tadi pagi aku jumpa crush aku kat lab" "Pagi esok kita pi guardian nak beli makeup" or "Weh siap dah homework nak tengok 😁" macam tulah. There is no more crush after this. No more chit chat ala2 mengumpat bila recess.
Sebab tu I'm afraid to be at that phases. Macam sekarang cuti 5 bulan nak buat apa. KERJA. Satu perkataan sahaja. Dulu kalau cuti sekolah pagi2 dah bukak laptop tengok korea 😆 tu yang boleh rabun tu. Ada satu ayat ni mar jumpa kat instagram, bila kau malu nak mintak duit kat parents kau maksudnya kau dah dewasa. Memang betul, dulu kalau nak apa2 boleh mintak je bukan lah yang mahal2. Kita ambil contoh nak nugget ayamas mintak je dulu. Skarang macam malu2 dah nak mintak walaupun diri in masih lagi bawah jagaan mereka. Kalau ada duit dlm dompet rasa nak beli pkai duit sendiri.
Salah satunyer yang mar rasa mar boleh related ngan ayat kat atas is mar kadang2 jadi malu nak mintak bila duit blanja dah habis masa time blajar. Berikat perut juga lah tunggu hari elaun masuk. Tapi ada je yang okay je nak mintak duit parents, kita husnuzon lah yang die masih belum tahu apa itu tanggungjawab. Dalam takut2 tu kita kena hadap jugak kan. Macam bawak kereta kalau tak bwak sampai ke sudah tak reti kan (perli diri sendiri ni) kalau dah ada lesen lah. Kalau takde lagi jangan memandai yer.
Well, I relates colours with life because everyone akan kata macam tu jugak. Eh takde lah, colours kan come in many different shade. Different tone represent many kind of feelings. So...okay aku memang tak reti nak ber poetic ni sangat. I cannot find any word to describes kenapa aku relate kan warna dgn hidup.I am totally not that artistic. Okay lah kita pedulikan 'kenapa' kalau korang takleh make sense kan colour with life. It is okay just move on.
This blog practically is my diary, rather then I want to share this with anyone who want to read more that I want to share to myself in future. Kalau panjang umur boleh godek godek balik baca kan 😁 Okay lah I want to proceed with travel post lepas ni. Excited tak 😄 Nak tau mar pergi mana semester 4 ni. Hmm semester last 😭. Since it is the last time trip ngan depa depa ni so macam meaningfull skit. Mar akan share details skit skali ngan my persoanal trip. So tunggu yer😉
Kita share skit sneak peak...
More like... understand people. "People word can change everything." Tulah lidah manusia ni lagi tajam dari mata pisau. Dari situation tu mar banyak reflect myself again and again. Ni baru 2 tahun diploma, bila degree plak, kerja lagi banyak yang you jumpa. Rather than you tengok salah die dan bash die why not prevent yourself jadi macam tu.
Tipu kalau tak buat perkara di atas. But from time to time, I learn from their mistake. Salah kita yes, boleh jadi pemangkin nak berubah tapi kadang2 salah orang lain pun boleh jugak. Kita bila duduk tempat orang, tak boleh sombong dengan besar kepala. This is what my grandmother always say to me bila nak balik Kedah. Memang betul, tempat lain, caranyer juga lain. Satu lagi Mar blajar satu benda why friends are important. Bila blajar jauh from family, kawan2 yang ada dekat dengan kita. Kebergantungan kita semua pada diorang.
Kalau rasa you can survive without them you are wrong. For me, Mar tak rasa mar boleh survive sorang kat Kedah. I need someone beside me and diorang ni lah yang ada waktu susah, waktu senang, waktu sihat, waktu sakit. We all depend to each other. So tolong lah put your ego away and understand them more. Jangan selalu rasa diri kita betul. Paling penting mintak maaf selalu. Tak kira lah dengan sesiapa pun bila2 masa pun. Tak rugi bila kita maaf.
Growing up is painful but through it we learn more. Lately ni, I start to think am I already in adult phases. Why I say this is because people who at my age are start to change. Some of them are already in relationship. Not saying that being in relationship is one point of being adult. Cuma entah lah waktu sekolah dulu they never in relationship and now they are and one day I will be in their situation. Argghh.. i'm terrified. 20 is just a number eventhough I'm not fully 20 but I'm 20 this year.
Because of 20 tu jugak kitorang start to borak macam adult. Fikir pasal kahwin, nanti bila dah ada anak macam mana, isu semasa, negara, politik semua lah. Dulu jangan harap nak kongsi pasal ni. More like "weh tadi pagi aku jumpa crush aku kat lab" "Pagi esok kita pi guardian nak beli makeup" or "Weh siap dah homework nak tengok 😁" macam tulah. There is no more crush after this. No more chit chat ala2 mengumpat bila recess.
Sebab tu I'm afraid to be at that phases. Macam sekarang cuti 5 bulan nak buat apa. KERJA. Satu perkataan sahaja. Dulu kalau cuti sekolah pagi2 dah bukak laptop tengok korea 😆 tu yang boleh rabun tu. Ada satu ayat ni mar jumpa kat instagram, bila kau malu nak mintak duit kat parents kau maksudnya kau dah dewasa. Memang betul, dulu kalau nak apa2 boleh mintak je bukan lah yang mahal2. Kita ambil contoh nak nugget ayamas mintak je dulu. Skarang macam malu2 dah nak mintak walaupun diri in masih lagi bawah jagaan mereka. Kalau ada duit dlm dompet rasa nak beli pkai duit sendiri.
Salah satunyer yang mar rasa mar boleh related ngan ayat kat atas is mar kadang2 jadi malu nak mintak bila duit blanja dah habis masa time blajar. Berikat perut juga lah tunggu hari elaun masuk. Tapi ada je yang okay je nak mintak duit parents, kita husnuzon lah yang die masih belum tahu apa itu tanggungjawab. Dalam takut2 tu kita kena hadap jugak kan. Macam bawak kereta kalau tak bwak sampai ke sudah tak reti kan (perli diri sendiri ni) kalau dah ada lesen lah. Kalau takde lagi jangan memandai yer.
Well, I relates colours with life because everyone akan kata macam tu jugak. Eh takde lah, colours kan come in many different shade. Different tone represent many kind of feelings. So...okay aku memang tak reti nak ber poetic ni sangat. I cannot find any word to describes kenapa aku relate kan warna dgn hidup.I am totally not that artistic. Okay lah kita pedulikan 'kenapa' kalau korang takleh make sense kan colour with life. It is okay just move on.
This blog practically is my diary, rather then I want to share this with anyone who want to read more that I want to share to myself in future. Kalau panjang umur boleh godek godek balik baca kan 😁 Okay lah I want to proceed with travel post lepas ni. Excited tak 😄 Nak tau mar pergi mana semester 4 ni. Hmm semester last 😭. Since it is the last time trip ngan depa depa ni so macam meaningfull skit. Mar akan share details skit skali ngan my persoanal trip. So tunggu yer😉
Kita share skit sneak peak...
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| Kita acah acah artistic skit bila sampai tempat ni.Padahal pandang lukisan tak tau pun pasal apa 😂 |
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| Pulau lagi. Hmm rasa budak kelas memag suka pulau lah. Masa degree harap dapat pi tempat lain plak. |
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| "Hai awak 😘 Bila kita boleh jumpa lagi?" pkai caption IG 😁 |
Jumpa next entry. XOXO.MAR 💕
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